Now that I'm almost over you I can open my eyes See the deceptions See the lies See the life That pa**ed me by The life you kept away from me The life you kept me from living Now I'm trapped in limbo Somewhere in between worlds Between love and hate But I can't wait I need my life back To live Now that I'm learning To love again And until then I know I'll be alright Although the nights Are cold and lonely I know I'll have the strength to fight Now I know Now I understand Why you were never there To hold my hand Never they're to hold me Help me take away the tears Coz you were the one Who made me cry? In the first place I had a dream the other day You were begging Pleading For me to stay But baby I wasn't the one who walked away You never gave me the chance Or that one last dance It was just another promise That died after the romance And when I woke up
You weren't at my door Just like before Coz you were never there Anywhere When I needed you most Maybe a part of me Will always love you Believe that there was a time When you loved me too But I must've been wrong And those memories are long gone Lost to a life That pa**ed me by If only I had been the one To say goodbye But you took off Leaving me alone To fend for myself On my own And now I'm free To be whom I want to be And you're not here to change me So now, I'm learning To start something new Coz there's life after loving you Wherever you are If you can hear me now Give me one last promise One last vow That you won't come back Coz I need to get my life The spirit I lacked I'm not a part of you For you was never a part of me And maybe This is the way It was meant to be And now that you're gone You'll see that I can go on