God came down and it asked me, “Are you trusting?”
And I didn’t know what to say
I cannot decide!
Lead ‘cause its what they want
And it’s what they need
But for me it's not
All and all I want to trust that we are not alone
Comfort in believing
Guiding hands are leading
Overly skeptic, I'm isolated
I'll never prove it so it seems
Crosses for freedom
Suffocate syndrome
God showed up to tell me what it thought
“And even if you don’t believe, there are those who still need me.”
I reply, “The safety of your name isn’t something I deny, but I may not feel the same.”
Then silence set
We are the people that cannot be trusted to lead, like we want, like we need
But for me it’s about whether I can
Agree that the skies are watching
Eyes up above always judging
Telling me its thoughts
“And even if you don’t believe, there are those who still need me.”
I reply, " The safety of your name isn’t something I deny, but I may not feel the same."
As we have the conversation
I express my indecision
Living now instead of living for an afterlife
Crosses for freedom
Suffocate syndrome
Crosses now freed of the suffocating syndrome