[Hook]
I ain't never knew how you felt about me
Could've told me that you found somebody else, else, else, else
Give a f** about the new n***a that you with, hell no, hell no
Hell no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
[Verse 1]
My life went from simplistic to overwhelmingly hectic
I'm something I never was, and it's hard for you to accept it
I'm iffy with every girl and I blame it all on my exes
I've been with a lot of b**hes
I'm checking em off my checklist right now
Heard about me from your friends, but they don't know a thing
I heard they like the backroom at every party too
Novocaine for them broken hearts
This ain't nothing baby, promise I ain't bout to stop
But wait, young n***a out here acting like I know it all
Money come and go and that's exactly why I blow it all
Running from myself, catch me if you can
That's what happens when you young
And growing up without a plan
Used to be that n***a, now I'm just that n***a
Got these old b**hes trippin', saying that I went and changed
I figured I'd be more than what I was, I knew it'd take some time
It's funny why I questioned all my exes, why they think they mine
I done been around for the longest time now
n***a still Y&E till the wheels fall off
Every single situation that I got through in the past
Made me way more of a real n***a now, so I gotta ball
Kisses for these b**hes, I don't never ever love em, not at all
That ain't me, I'm on some different sh** now
Say I smoke too much, shout out to the kids that's just like me
Always living on a cloud but never following a crowd
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[Verse 2]
Long hair, uh, blonde hair, uh, blue eyes, they shine, oh my
I wish you knew your status in my mind
The way you talk, the way you love, that sh** get me every time
But you see you got your own sh**, you just a young chick Surrounded by the scene that's getting crowded up with dumb sh**
And your old man focused to get it, cause later you'll never find it
One of the few girls with an opinion
And ain't scared to stand behind it
And I wouldn't call you a bad b**h, cause you are beyond it
You know this what you wanted
And I respect the fact that you honest, goddamn
Now I know why all them women hate
Jump inside, what should I play, she said "anything 808"
Broken hearted, I represent the fallen
Feel the vibration, uh, that's the [?]
You know how it is, and you know how it was
But it don't matter, I just keep your a** around
Cause you were here before and after, oops
Spit the realest sh**, just to let em know
My old girl couldn't bear it so I let her go
Now here she go, just looking at all the memories made
I'm not scared to let her go, I'm just scared to watch her fade
I learned there's more to life than partying and getting laid
Like being filthy rich and making hits and getting paid
Like laying under palm trees, smoking every day
I'm tryna be the hottest out, even when I'm in the shade
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