Closer Than You Believe
Verse 1
Its Ironic I feel im so close I could *sniff sniff* sniff it out
When a year ago at this time I tried to *click click* live it out(background back on 1)
Im livid now, I can see it all so clearly, how? I open for tech n9ne and Xzibit
And now everyone who loves me's very proud?
I mean I thought I was dope since overdose, scotts my bro, he knows my flows
He knows im dope just go to shows, the show explodes, lyrics on point like a focused bow, you know im focused bro, I wanted a cla**ified beat
Then spoke my flow, exclusively
Life's an open road it'll go and show you what'll soon be, I often I wonder if god exists only at the right time to prove to me, that those moments of greatness, those moments that are new to me, are just on the other side of the fence, don't give it up so foolishly
Build an empire or be crushed beneath one
The weight of the world almost caused my parents a deceased son
But I turned anger to courage, and took the flames out the furnace
I'm coming now, they should have never allowed the danger to surface
Chorus
Ohhhh, Lord I don't know
Where I'm going or I'm headed but I remember I'm supposed to be
On the road, on my way home
Got my memory telling me home is where you can dream - and I'm Closer than you believe
Verse 2
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Chorus
Ohhhh, Lord I don't know
Where I'm going or I'm headed but I remember I'm supposed to be
On the road, on my way home
Got my memory telling me home is where you can dream - and I'm Closer than you believe
Verse 3
It wasn't long ago I was almost lost untimely
What if when I tried to overdose nobody bothered to find me
Maybe when I woke up in the hospital with my father beside me
I died and came back to life, with the spirit of God inside me
I think I shifted dimensions, or I might of split through the ether
Cause doctors tried Anaesthetics but I was already spitting ether
So never call me Brian again, b**h, instead its Grim Reaper
I'm coming for blood equipt scythe, a machette and Clever
It almost took my d**h to wake me to the realities of life
This b**h'll crush you but I promise it won't be happening twice
I'm stronger now and I'm on a conquest, I just got back in the fight
Dodge, dip, dive, duck, and dodging every punch and jab that swipes
They say home is where the heart is
f** that id sooner say home is where dreams can happen
My heart is a dark pit where tar sticks after these harsh hits
And I'm c-c-c-c-coughing like a fiend reaction
(Bars b**h)
Chorus
Ohhhh, Lord I don't know
Where I'm going or I'm headed but I remember I'm supposed to be
On the road, on my way home
Got my memory telling me home is where you can dream - and I'm Closer than you believe