This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession call it what you like
It's very unhealthy it can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy
At first it was love, bliss, and happiness
Pa**ion in the motion I expressed
Overwhelmed by your presence always content never wanted anybody else
I thought if heaven exists it's here
Until my happiness turned to tears. All my fears exposed. Like a bad dream with no close
Screaming for help but every time I wept, you left, you f**ing left without once looking back
I didn't know how to react
My love for you was under attack
I couldn't take it. I needed you back
I came crying to you, 'till everything was cool
At least until I thought it was
f** the d**! Being around you was my buzz
We had a energy a type of chemistry that kept me fiending for you
But there's no high in the world that lasts forever, lasts forever...
This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession call it what you like
It's very unhealthy it can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy
Whenever we disagree you push me out the door and leave
But you keep the door open, just enough
That when push comes to shove you can string me along like some f**ed up R&B song
Cause after time apart, you miss me too much
So we have a break up f** and each time it happens it made the pa**ion even stronger
We stay together longer
But each break up got harder
I had the urge to be violent, jealousy I couldn't hide it
Craziness I couldn't fight it
I was losing it. this is one big mind game fueled by pain that I couldn't escape
My sanity has been raped. what happened to fate? this is far from that
This is one f**ing giant mistake
I was obsessed with you, you consume my brain
And worst of all it wasn't gonna change
This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession call it what you like
It's very unhealthy it can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy
I was changing for the worst, little sh** made me curse
Each verse that I wrote was therapy
I couldn't cope, I'd smoke weed and flow
Escape in the agony of letting this control me
What is happening to me? I'm getting violent from all the screams and all this fighting
This is s**ing all the life from me
This either gonna k** you or k** me
But without the high you give me I'm incomplete, so please accept me, and treat me with a little f**ing dignity
Cause I need you. I can't function without you
Nothing can replace you. The feeling that you bring is very addicting, very consuming. very controlling
This is k**ing me I need some f**ing therapy
Cause I'm sick of you controlling me
I wanna function normally. like everybody else, and again find happiness
I need to know its for the best
I swear to god I'm putting you back on the shelf, miss addiction
Cause now I'm respecting myself