[Verse 1]
I've been fighting with myself way too long
Need to quit it, like it's Quidditch with the golden balls
And I know my best friends don't care at all
And I'ma watch them fall, like the Berlin Wall
And I said what I said, they don't know what I mean
And I've been losing friends and gaining enemies
And now they swearing that they know what's best for me
They don't know what I need
I need, I need
[Chorus]
Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany
Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you werе next to me
I need an ex hoе that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany
[Verse 2]
I wanna leave it behind
I wanna watch the whole world burn
Being friends with the devil has it's perks
I wanna stab my skin until it fu*king hurts
I wanna make them learn
I wanna, I wanna
[Bridge]
Find myself in these mountains I call home
I need to know I am happy alone
I need to know, you know you kicked me while I'm low
And I need to know
Well, I need
[Chorus]
Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany
Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany