Verse 1 I can't grasp if this world is a delusion I'm seeing illusions when I wake up, am I sleeping Or did I give Morpheus the key to my reality for safe keeping My mentality went astray for a couple hours of sensuality A feeling of dismay 14 triple c's down with sips of courvoisier Tip-toeing going through mama's drawers Where the medicine stash at It's evident my medical intelligence Has given me some excellent elements Injecting into my cerebellum And leaking out my chakra, ooo that's very shocking I've been tranced by the devil's drink Visions of Uptown living, danced around by my demons Yeah think about it The image of my dead friend enhances Victim of the four-nickel what were the chances Seeing ghosts on old foggy bridges Their rigid transparent bodies Naughty sinning free-mason Illuminati Souls clearer than Evian bottles Hearing their chatter and clings of gla**es Thoughts scatter, demons with halos but no wings Fingers burning from loosies burnt to the filter Burn me back into reality but Lucy won't release Her grip keep me tripping as I slip into 3rd dimensions
Mention a bad memory and I change trajectory Hook Base jumping off the edge of existence Through dimensions man I'm persistent To find myself To find myself To find myself Woah To find myself To find myself To find myself Woah I lost myself, in this world, alone Verse 2 I remember having a totally different mind set Youngin' done struggle but no f**ing projects Got older tried a few things Disconnected from the real world to find my inner being I'm always in cla** intact completely Extracted cause things ain't done sweetly Got a pack of addicts with tricks up they sleeves When dealing with systematics man there's no panic Woah, that's bad habits Woah, you causing havoc Man I've done damage I'mma be in hell for a whole f**ing minute So split the rent and check my attendance Yeah I'mma bring baggage, carry it to my casket Life line of the school Rule rebel, brain cell burning devil Goofy a** cla** bong pa**ing maniac Hara**ing the last of these mediocre egomaniacs choking at the mic Choking at the mic