[Hook] x2
It's somethin wrong with my brain
Your f**in right I'm insane
The money driving me crazy, haters stay the f** in yo lane
Stay the f** in yo lane
I said my life is driving me crazy, haters stay the f** in yo lane
[Verse 1]
Blood in my eyes, no blood in my heart
This is my life, but to you this is art
When somebody ends is when someone will start
And most rappers that I looked up to have died
So this is the start of me playing my part
I'm ready for action, no this isn't actin'
Spent so many nights with a mask on and packin'
Attackin' because of my paper not stackin'
And hatin' myself for the things I was lackin'
Too busy backtrackin', not thinkin' ahead
Hurt by the fact that my n***a is dead
So hurt that I wished that they took me instead
Now I can't stop hearing voices in my head
Will I live forever? That only depends
All the blessings I gain while surviving my sins
I'm prayin for life while surviving my friends
I'm prayin for life til the day my life ends
This won't be easy, I can already tell
I just hope I don't fail or end up in jail
Or end up regretting my choices in hell
But I'm in it to win it, f** packin an L
Even if that means I'm taking a life
Or putting my wrist on the blade of a knife
I promise I'll never be thirsty for love
But life is a b**h, all I want is a wife
[Hook] x2
[Verse 2]
Why play by the rules when life isn't fair?
That rule alone keeps me really aware
When you don't give a f**, that's when they care
So now they say wa**up and that's when I stare
And I don't say sh** back, f** all that chit-chat
I can forgive her but I can't forget that
I know I ain't perfect and I can admit that
But judging me for a man, you need to quit that
Opinions don't feed me, a lick I'mma hit that
Cause at the end of the day if I survive
It's room to the surface from taking a dive
You can't help but to respect I'm alive
I come from a city that's married to crime
Where n***as can lose they life over a dime
No matter the place, no matter the time
And we just keep watching the murder rate climb
And we not the k**ers so we don't discuss it
Cause for our protection them n***as are bustin'
Unloaded and fill it, unload til they k**in'
See I just ain't rappin', I'm sayin' some real sh**
But since I'm a rapper you think it's an act
Or somebody get jacked, or somebody get whacked
I don't f** around with the f** around
Well let it pa** like a quarterback, get a sack
I never seen a teardrop from the all-seeing eye
So I rather take a bullet then settle for less and cry
[Hook] x2