I'm doubting myself and I'm choking in this insecurity.
So proud of what I've earned and so small in what I'm meant to be.
The days keep pa**ing, It feels the same again,
It k**s from inside but I know the one to blame.
Don't bother taking another useless chance.
You're done you're wasted drowning in despair.
I've lost my senses
And faith in myself I tried to have
Turns out to be in vain.
I prayed to angels,
My dear, for you I tried to be
A better man.
I'm sick of getting older
And stuck here being prepared
To cope with lots of things I'm about to do
But should have done these years.
So desperate to get over
My fear of midnight calls,
Disintegrated
I feel buried in these walls.
I've lost my senses
And faith in myself I tried to have
Turns out to be in vain.
I prayed to angels,
My dear, for you I tried to be
A better man.
I don't belong this way
But still I hope you let me be the one who's gonna turnover your life.
I wish I'll never let you down!
I wish I'll never let you down!
I wish I will be a better man,
Wish I could, I will!