{Verse 1}
I got to be sane
I got to be cold
I got to behave like I was told
And to shake with no faults and be
I got to be numb
I got to be fine
I got to become what I was like
When I was all mine, and nobody else's
{Chorus}
I try to sit still, sit still
My moments swell up to size and shudder on a Limbic sill
But I keep it in a tea cup love
'cause all that I've found it's no good
You know that it's no good
{Verse 2}
Catching it plumb
Touching the sides
Remember those open-gullet eyes?
I'll do it alone, oh I'll do it alone
I stuck to the floor, yet slipping away
That rheumatoid taste in waves again
And the order is tall
And the internet's slow
In my apnea-warmth, I wallow
{Chorus}
I try to sit still, sit still
My moments swell up to size and shudder on a Limbic sill
But I keep it in a tea cup love
'cause all that I've found it's no good
You know that it's no good