[Verse 1]
All in my brain and my thoughts, they be mugging me
Druggies, they touching me
Peers, they be rushing me, lovingly
All of these b**hes, they hugging me
'Xans, they be numbing me
But I'm still feeling low
Just cannot cope
Cope with the pain
I'm just so afraid
Afraid of the lies
Afraid to just die
Afraid to just throw it away without wondering why
Subliminal criminals, visions so fictional
Typical principles, b**hes they judging me
All in my brain and my thoughts, they be mugging me
Druggies, they touching me
Peers, they be rushing me, lovingly
All of these b**hes, they hugging me
'Xans, they be numbing me
But I'm still feeling low
Just cannot cope
Cope with the pain
I'm just so a-
f**!
[Verse 2]
Just so afraid
Afraid of the lies
Afraid to just die
Afraid to just throw it away without wondering why
These haters talkin' 'bout sockin' a noggin
f** your clique
I'm rockin' and shockin'
I probably should stop it
I'm toppin' it
Guillotine your head, I'm offing it
You see the sun I see the moon
President says the end is coming soon
My instant reign to sound the same
Bought this life seconds after the bang
I ask why
Stupid lies, I sigh
Then I think of replies, I hold my breath
I see my d**h and soul, and said
Just let me walk, man
Hold the talk
I'm not far from cla**
What I got? Don't f**ing ask
I'm fragile, homie, riled to crack the gla**
It doesn't matter how f**ing shattered
I have the better to pick me up
Right after the kids who saw they drowned and laughed
And made the mistake just seconds after I asked her
They act at me, I'm getting tackled
Tackle they captain, lieutenant
We slapped him, and tied him
And wrapped him, we have them
And bashed him
Ugly imagery, she come and sit with me
Joking, are you sh**ting me?
Nah, you're kidding me
But I wrapped my willy
So don't be kid-ing me
And my mom, she's feelin' me
Outside, she's gone, and it's k**in' me
I thought I was stable
I sit and I watch from the tables
I see your face, and I get this shock straight from these jumper cables