Cant sit still, all messed up. Guts on fire, cant help wondering whats going through her mind. She never really said much and now our time is pa**ing us by. So many years, still right back here and after all this time Im back in this hole again, waiting around again, waiting for her. Such good friends, real good times. God I wish shed make up her mind cause Its k**ing me, not knowing what it is were supposed to be, she wont talk to me. I cant let go until I know for sure if Im just wasting all of my time with this, trying to cope with this is tearing me apart I cant shake these memories, and its messing up my head.
We dont belong together, but Ill still never forget her, cause shes haunting me with all the things she never said. Cause I never got an answer and its following me around. I dont care what may be. Its alright, I dont want to see all the reasons why we have to let this chance simply pa** us by, still I cant deny. Ive known so long that its all wrong but I just cant let go of the possibility. This opportunity is dragging me around.