[Verse 1]
It's been a lot of ups and downs
I keep fighting for ups though
I've been on the ground
Looking for love yo
It's nothing like the feeling when you feel it inside
When you're feeling what you're doing is right
And people tell me that I look so healthy
Do you understand how much that helps me
I've been looking in the mirror with a really Bad conscience
Everything I used to do is nonsense
The dark color under my eyes told the story
About the guy I was before me
I don't miss him at all I don't look back
Good riddance take a look at the new man
And when the night comes I'm all alone
When it's too late to pick up the phone
And call my family back home
But I think about you all the time
I'll call you when I get back about
[Hook]
Remember I told you
I'm gonna show you
What I'm gonna do to make it right
I gave it my life I worked and I cried
I'll share it all with
You when I get home again
[Verse 2]
Little sis gotta little baby now
He got teeth already and his uncle's so proud
My god doesn't time fly fast
Only on the road these days with a bag
But when I get back, I'mma be there everyday for you
All of my friends and my three big brothers
My dad and my mother
I don't say it a lot but I love you
When I get home I'mma visit all the time
I can tell you all about the changes in my life
That I know you like better then before
I still f** up but not like before
So don't be afraid
I got it under control
I can tell you this much
I'm not like that anymore
Everybody's talking I know you can hear that
But record with platinum that's my payback
[Hook]
[Bridge]
When I get back (when I get back)
I'mma make some changes (imma make some changes)
I'mma make my payment
Stop complaining
Life is great now that I've made it
When I get back
I can be home and breathe again
And I'm so happy I can share it with you
When I get home again
[Hook]