Long days, longer nights, to save what's left of me I gotta write
Sometimes I wonder what if I don't succeed, what if don't go Lebron and straight to league
What if I ain't got the heart, I'm easily fatigued, what if I Len bias, before I make the team
Drugs rule around me. dreams got shot down that's word to the king, as I take this red line to Sheridan
To repent my sins, Then repeat, I swear it never ends, contemplating my rap career in ten years, would I still be here, writing flows that no one hears,
Its a possibility, that they not feeling me, flow get more complex, my context resembles soliloquies
Sometimes I just want to stop trying, set my mind on fire maybe then I'll stop writing
But then again, maybe I just need one more line, to get name on fake shore drive, or 2 dope would post me
Plus if I stop now what am I gonna tell my homies? And plus that feeling of performance leave me dopey
But then I'm tired of these n***as who don't know me acting like they my homies just so they so they be a roadie. And all them sneak dissing dudes man them n***as blow me, mad cause they chicks probably want to blow me.
I never lied in raps. I be hella honest
Inside my head ima' monster but outside I'm hella modest
But if I say I can get her, I can get her, whether or not you with her
If I say that I hit her , then yeah I probably hit her
But I ain't the type to brag on the chicks I bag, its better to move in silence, real n***as know that
And to the next girl, who I'mma possibly do bad, blame it on my ex girl , who took the only heart had
These girls be only rocking with me cause I rap, well I hope the cash they see in me is the cash im gone have
So my dad, won't have to work, and my mom can just relax, buy my tun a Ferrari, bring kola on the red carpet, let my sister pop tags, and put that man booth in a jag, party all night and just throw it on my tab
But probably could of been straight if I stuck to track, but instead of running laps on these tracks
Life of a broke rapper ,catch me doing free shows, surrounded by freak hoes, taking shots like free throws
On road to success well at least I think so
Hope I make to the goal before my dreams get repo'd