I've done the unspeakable
And thought the unimaginable
I've hid it to the world
And knowing every hour past
As grains fall through this hourgla**
My guilt inside is stirred
And I wonder who I am tonight
As I lay here in this bed awake
Is it so hard to confront the truth
That it's Your heart I am bound to break
Everything keeps falling apart
But I can't keep doing this in my heart
So won't you please be near me
Take away my shame
Everything keeps falling apart
But I can't keep doing this in my heart
And in the end you'll see I'll
Be here in Your name
I can't take emotionally
The patience that You've shown to me
It cuts me to the heart
The times of my embarra**ment
Are far too many times I've spent
Rewinding to the start
I've been living in a cynical lie
A symptom of a jaded view
But now I've come to realize
That nothing good can come apart from You
Jesus, You can carry me to become
What You want of me
I wanna be the faithful child