What if I started over
To when the world didn't turn its back
On the life that I built
Sometimes I feel my trust is stuck in the past
Everyone and everything
Has done nothing but use me
And now I'm starting to think
That loyalty is all make believe
I'm f**ing done giving chances (And i hate myself)
I know its none of my business (It's like I'm stuck in hell)
Who cares if everyone changed
That doesn't mean you walk away (That doesn't mean you walk away)
I used to be young and hopeful
But still afraid to lose it all
I realized I was a coward
Because of you I've grown so cold
So f** you, you f**ing changed
Who are you cause I'm the same
Our different views destroyed our hearts
My mind is bitter, I'm torn apart
Everyone and everything
Has done nothing but use me
And now I'm starting to think
That loyalty is all make believe
I'm f**ing done giving chances (And I hate myself)
I know its none of my business (It's like I'm stuck in hell)
Who cares if everyone changed
That doesn't mean you walk away (That doesn't mean you walk away)
Forgive and forget doesn't mean sh**
When you don't regret the things you said
And now that I'm done convincing you to stay
You think you won, this was never a game
I'm sick of losing sleep after what you did to me
So I left my bed, but I kept my dreams
And i wasted years playing it safe
I know you have fears but where is your faith
Hate me all you want (Was it worth it)
I've never steered you wrong
So long goodbye my friend
Cause now I'm moving on
One day you will see (To leave me stranded)
That you've been dead to me
And when we're old and grey
You'll see what i mean
Hate me all you want (Was it worth it)
I've never steered you wrong
So long goodbye my friend
Cause now I'm moving on
One day you will see (To leave me stranded)
That you've been dead to me
And when we're old and grey
You'll see what i mean
What if I started over
To when the world didn't turn it's back
On the life that I built
Sometimes i feel my trust is stuck in the past
I wish it came back