It's fine, I'll wait for my time
I'll feign awake. I'll let it happen. It just gets worse
I wanna leave this crooked body behind and just disperse
And like everything that piles on me, it's not my fault - please don't let it be me
It's not me
Tonight I'm aching
Splayed out on what little ground I can find space for
I'm shouldering the cost so I can live how I see fit, hoping someday we grow out of this
And like everything that piles on me, it's not my fault - please don't let it be me
It's not me
And I was filled with spite
So I stood in place
It left me apathetic, callous
I was a total waste