[Verse One: Young L3x]
I'm never lacking pa**ion
I got to make it happen
Dreams of an aston
Yea I got to cash in
Motivated by excellence
Dead presidents, its evident
I'm bout to take it
Where I never been
I got money to make
Gotta put food on my plate
When you're green get to tall
You gotta watch out for snakes
Cus they hate seeing someone else make it
They rather see your life get taken
Or they'll take it
And these youngins getting faded like they celebrating
If you got a dream then go out there and go chase it
Cus time is wasting as you sipping on liquor with your n***as
I never thought my n***as would be k**as
I never though my homies would be k**as, drug dealers
I never thought my homies would be addicts, broke n***as
I never thought my brother would be living in cells
I never though my people would grow up in this hell
[Hook: Evan Michael Green]
I've
I've been breaking in pieces
I can't believe this
No I can't believe this
I've
I've can't crack a smile
It's been a while
Yea it's been a while
I don't even know myself
I keep breaking down
Can't keep holding on
To all this pain I have
And I can't even trust myself
I keep breaking down
I can't keep holding on
To all this pain I have
[Verse Two: Young L3x]
Bible on dresser, Im feeling under pressure
These demons wanna test ya, the devil is a heckler
God did I disrespect ya?
I know I did neglect ya
I know I did forget ya
So that's why you don't help us
Nightmares as I'm wide awake
I'm losing faith
I don't wanna break
Today I hate, that I can't take
I'm not living great can't find my place
Don't try to chase, all this pain I find
Combined with the things I hate
I'm losing faith
I'm losing hope, I'm-losing things that I said I won't
I wanna drink and smoke to see if that gon help me cope
I need a miracle to see if that gon help me grow
I know this pain I have, I know their ain't no antidote
No matter what I devote
No matter how hard I go
I'm drowning can't even float
I'm drowning don't wanna choke
No matter how much I pray
The pain won't go away
No matter how much I pray
The pain won't go away
[Hook: Evan Michael Green]
I've
I've been breaking in pieces
I can't believe this
No I can't believe this
I've
I've can't crack a smile
It's been a while
Yea it's been a while
I don't even know myself
I keep breaking down
Can't keep holding on
To all this pain I have
And I can't even trust myself
I keep breaking down
I can't keep holding on
To all this pain I have