How am I meant to feel about myself in this situation
All the times I've tried and there's no signification
I've been stuck on this sh** with you for a year
How can't you see that all I want is for you to be here
We joke about it all, act like it's all alright
I'm pretty sure you know, I think about you all night
This effort, i'm trying, but never make any progress
I tell you, and hint you, but then you just digress
If maybe you will listen, you'd see what I can do
To get into your mind, have my heart inside of you
But no matter how I try, it's really all I can
Whilst I'm on my own crying, you're with another man
I feel insane, and stupid, I really can't explain
I guess the feeling's mutual when you hear my f**ing name
I'll try, for months, but I will never be your main
I guess all I have to say, is the feeling's the same
I write all that I can, so you know how I feel
I know I am insane, but this just feels so real
Expression through a joke, how it seemed at the start
It took a twisted turn when my mind just fell apart
Writing about being fisted just to have a little laugh
Turned into something deeper which keeps my heart breaking in half
I wrote about some bullsh**, I did it for the fun
And now my songs are only truthful because you've since become the one
I feel insane, and stupid, I really can't explain
I guess the feeling's mutual when you hear my f**ing name
I'll try, for months, but I will never be your main
I guess all I have to say, is the feeling's the same