Yo f** this sh** and f** you too
I'm struggling to remember what i used to do
Cause it all used to be new, and our love used to be true
Now you're strung out and i'm sober and its turning me blue
I swear i need a fix, like its too damn quick, like i feel like i gotta throw up
Pills in my stomach, i'm drunk, and i'm high as a kite i'm in love
I swear these feelings are keeping me writing all night and thats fine its whatever just keep on a light
If you promise to open your phone and your door then i promise i'll see you tonight
And now you're sober a lot, i'm drunk you're not, thats good i guess
And we don't talk no more, like we locked that door, i guess thats for the best
But i miss your smile, i miss that warmth slip through my arms and into my veins
Like its creeping right up to my heart, and hiding inside of my brain
I mean you're on my mind, like all the time, its fine you know
Cause you haven't left me in a while now, i wish i'd see you at a show
But i know i won't, know that ain't no good, not for your habits you been trying to kick
And i'm proud of you, that you could do this, but these old habits are making me sick
I heard you had a kid, and thats fine if he grows up right
Heard his mom works a full time job now, but she's home to say goodnight
Heard your ex boy was tougher than your next boy, and i guess thats cool
But i guess you know who to text if you wanna ever get back to school
Cause i promised i'd help you out, and i promise a promise i'll keep
So whenever you run in to trouble, just know you have somewhere to sleep
Know that these lyrics aren't deep, know that i'm still a mess
But theres all of these thoughts in my head still that i know i can't say in a text
I don't wanna text
Life was easier, when i was high all the time
Taking suggestions whenever they're said, and brushing them out of my mind
Life was easier, when i was high through all these lines
But i didn't write too many then, and i guess its all gone by
Its all gone by, yeah its all gone, right
Yeah its all gone right
Don't text me
Don't call
I wish you good luck
I'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry
I don't miss you no more