[Verse 1: Erkead]
I'm sorry I'm sober, I wish I was drunk
To give myself a reason not to fall back in love
Cause you left me here
You left me alone
But now I'm okay cause you're no longer my home
But that ain't' too bad (to you)
I'm building it new
Taking my time and I'm forgetting bout you (you)
All these shoes and tattoos
And things that you'd do (things that you'd do)
Broke me down for a while
But I grew up like I flew
I'm still home all alone
And maybe skies are blue
And maybe thats a lie
But I'm still tryna find you (tryna find you)
And maybe find truth
But I'm still dumb and thats youth
And I know you feel love
I'm just tryna find proof
It's these blue skies
And you looking real good (good)
A little color now
I'm feeling higher than I should (should)
And these vibes are right
And these times are nice (nice)
And it took a while to find but this is the life (life)
[Chorus] (x2)
I just gotta dream dream dream slow
Cause I can't breathe when you leave me alone
And when I wake up
I don't know where I go
Cause I only live
When I dream with you close
[Verse 2: Erkead]
I just wanna lie here and observe (with her)
And not work
And not hurt to find words (her)
Cause things come easy when I think about you (you)
And I know you moved on
I just wanna go too
I can't dream when I sleep here alone
I don't shriek when I bleed
But I feel like I'm home
You think that I'm god
I swear that I'm not
You just f**ed me up quick
And you left on the spot (right)
I think quicker, I'm fast, but I'm done
I like the nights
Keep my back to the sun (sun)
And I swear I won't run (run)
But I'll chase for a while (while)
Just to see you turn and give me a smile (smile)
I know I won't (won't)
Repeat what I said (said said)
Till you're back in my bed (bed)
Or we're dead (dead)
If I meet you wherever we go (go)
But I guess I'll say it again at a show (no no)
[Chorus] (x2)
I just gotta dream dream dream slow
Cause I can't breathe when you leave me alone
And when I wake up
I don't know where I go
Cause I only live
When I dream with you close