Feeling unsure, think i want more
I don’t really know what to say
Walking through this maze
Want to clear my head of this haze
Writing for days, thinking it will change
What can i say
To ease out the pain
I leave it all out, on the page
Steady writing, trying to find myself
Find my way, but this ink to pad
Isn’t helping, to free my brain
Filled with passion, and single handed doubts
This steady battle, between my ears
I can’t let it out, indecisive
Feeling frightened
These walls, steady multiple
Cause i can’t deny, i care to much about they thoughts
And i’m seeing why, i think it will define
How i view my life, but pen to pad
Or thumb to screen, i swear it seems
The only thing, the one extreme
That gives me peace, try to believe
Even though i’ll never share
Because opinions of everyone, i steady fear
But as i jot, take my thoughts
And i write away, i’m feeling good
And secure in so many ways, take my thoughts
And unlock how i’m feeling now, all this pressure got to let it out
Feeling unsure, think i want more
I don’t really know what to say
Walking through this maze
Want to clear my head of this haze
Writing for days, thinking it will change
What can i say
To ease out the pain
I leave it all out, on the page
These pages, these spaces
The lines define, that’s where the pain is
I’m taken, frustration
Is all i really feel, when i’m spacing
Good things come to those
That put it to use, like when i go produce
And my words go to use
Doesn’t matter to me, what they say and they do
But i, steady find
Fighting demons inside
Doesn’t matter if it’s mine, got to really define
Better grind, cause tomorrow ain’t promised
Talking dreams, don’t happen that often
It’s exhausting, i want to factor
But fu*k your passion, this ain’t everlasting
Steady grasping for answers
From hidden questions
As i sway from my one obsession
As i’m here reflecting
From how this pen, let’s me go express it
Feeling unsure, think i want more
I don’t really know what to say
Walking through this maze
Want to clear my head of this haze
Writing for days, thinking it will change
What can i say
To ease out the pain
I leave it all out, on the page