[Chorus: Ellie Goulding x4]
Part time love is the life round here
We're never done
Everything feels like touchdown on a rainy day
[Verse 1: Ellie Goulding]
Now we're at square one
And we wait too long
Til' we're at square one
(We're never done)
[Chorus: Ellie Goulding x2]
[Verse 2: Angel Haze]
I wonder how you'd feel if you were locked in my mind
See you barely understand my thoughts sometimes
Little bit of depth and a little bit of God
Cause I swear that I be livin' in the dark sometimes
And it sets in here, nobody gets let in
'Til I let my emotions out on every single page and instrumental I'm left with
sh**, I wonder, will I ever really feel sh**?
And if it all takes time and I ask why, will time eventually reveal this?
Cause... the remedy, I'm searchin' for the remedy
I'm f**ed up and my heart's just another ghost of my memory
Knock real hard on real real wood
Things still feel bad when they're real real good
And my brain's just a vessel and I just wanna heal
But the more you f**in' know, less things feel real
Less things feel real, and the time shifts
And my mind shifts and ain't really anyone or anything I can really vibe with
Cause... I'm searchin', but I'm terrified
And by the time I find what I'm lookin' for, I'll be dead inside