(Verse 1)
I got a feeling, a feeling deep inside my soul
I'm feeling like a loner with no clear direction or where I should go
Just me, myself, and I
I wish I had clone
Cause me and him will reminisce on everything that we was suppose to do a long time ago
I don't know why life moves so fast
Why love don't last
I give my life for you and that's simply not good enough
The worst luck, murda murda
Crying inside the [?], no [?]
Kisses on my neck, nervous
I'm worthless
You gotta be at work soon
Or just getting off
You gotta be the worse now
Look at what you caused
I'm sitting here wondering why
Sitting here wondering why
You ain't a part of my life, you ain't a part of my
Life
Tell me how I should feel when you just left my side
I'm tryna figure put what was real and what was lies
These, these might be realest words I ever wrote
Just hold my hand, grab my waist, and hold me close
(Hook)
When the lights off and I feel like you're the only one
(x4)
(Verse 2)
I gotta admit I...
I didn't want to let you go
I didn't want to let you know
If you got my heart, you got control
See that's what s**s about this whole thing
I don't feel like you care
I haven't heard one word from you
And you gotta admit that that's not fair
I got this tattoo on my right arm, symbolicly that I got over you
But every other time I stare at it, I just imagine me holding you
How ironic, we can't even be platonic
I just want to hold a conversation but
I don't think that you'll be honest
I'm looking inside of the clouds, wondering how
My life turned upside down
I wish I could see you smile, but I don't see you at all
[?], I guess you gotta crawl
Before you can get up and run
Poke your chest out, stand tall
This is definely love like
Tryna get off a drug like
I don't live a thug life
I would love a love life but
If it ain't meant to be, it just ain't meant to be
She can always step back and realize what she meant to me
(Hook)
When the lights off and I feel like you're the only one
(x4)
I should turn them on