Feeling sick to my stomach
Again
I just hung up the phone
My thoughts returned again
And everything's so f**ed up
(why is it my fault?)
What am I doin' to me
I'm k**ing myself slowly
k**ing myself
When I'm with you
I pull you deep down in my lungs
(my blackened lungs)
I hold you in till I can't anymore
And fly away
(I fly all day)
k**ing myself
When I find out
I'll be sad
(Sad, sad, sad)