[Verse]
Story of a kid who wanted to discover love
As I write this song I still do not know how it look
Anyway was in my room, msn and sh**
Strengthening bonds with that chick on fleek
Found her thanks to Tm, told me she was a mayhem
Talking till no a.m, man I wasn't playing
First name Laura, always smiling, like that aura
She got me losing my balance indeed she was libra
My perception at that time wasn't curious
I was dumb and didn't want to take life serious
2009, 14, was in 8th grade
Tryna make that beauty mine you know to upgrade
Started using our own words and gettin closer
That smile through the webcam, man I just remember
The vibration that she set into my mind, n***a
Looking for a relationship but I got insomnia
When she told me she was caring a leukemia
I was told "75% is enough to be safe"
Few weeks later, hospital to preserve her health
d**h wasn't here yet,so fully confident
How you supposed to react when you receive a phone call
Early morning, bad weather, not waking up at all
And you learned that your crush just pa**ed away
While you're still a kid and all you gotta do is pray?
Never been the same since that day honestly
Overwhelmed heart so I got into writing
I can definitely feel her soul surrounding me
When I feel weak for something that I shouldn't probably
School only taught me what's cool tho
And Laura taught me that life could be so short
I started feel misunderstood for making sorrow ink
These eyes of a kid caught the air but didn't wanna blink
And when you think it's the worst day you could ever have
You learn that the cancer has made his way into your dad...
Damn