[Hook: Sean Divine]
I just get lost in the moment...
And now I fear what I wanted
Don't wanna fall down where it started baby
Please don't let my love go to your head -
My flight is leaving and I hope you'll be there...
[Verse 1:Eedee]
My soul hurt, so I soul searched
Dug down so deep the Reaper began to pour dirt
And I suffocated, I thump thump thumped
Skeletons in my closet and I dug some up
I feel entombed by these four walls
So I write more songs, my inspiration comes from what?
The fact that this is the only chance I'll ever have
To escape this life, a lonely man, I never glanced
To the future - but when I did I fell hard
Put my ear to the floor, heard a tell-tale heart
I retracted with fear, to the door I ran
And I tried to catch my breath even more, I can't
Seem to get past these demons, the click-clack
Of the ba*tards leavin' my head, I sit back
In pitch black, insane, I swore if he's mad at me
I'd write a book about these fits of horrible sanity...
[Hook: Sean Divine]
[Verse 2:Eedee]
Nothing I do could get me out of this Hell-hole
So tell folks that I swam out the swell so
The maelstrom takes me, the ocean is mine
And the waves reciprocate devotion in kind
Then I open my eyes, I'm safe in my own bed
The dreams that I have, the brain in my whole head
Crumbles to dust, but lucky for us -
With my head in my hands, I walk in front of the bus
And I wake up again, sheets stick with cold sweat
We live like broke necks - breathe in but don't let
The real world get to you, live in your imagination
Standin', pacin', till there's war in happy places
I stand and watch the house fall
And it ushers in a new age of large crowds and proud songs...
Fate is just the hands on the puppet strings
Now go break a leg, man, go f**in' sing...
[Hook: Sean Divine]
[Verse 3:Eedee]
Fragile like an old book, so go look
It's all pilin' on like I'm hangin' on a coat hook
If I'm not mistaken, I have mistakes I've yet to make
The stakes have never been higher so they'll bring me better days
The pain will wash away...
The shame will swap for rain...
My brain is hot so wait...
For this lame to walk away.........
But f** me if I look back, eyes straight, keep walking
I got this migraine, ease off him
I feel like a f**ing Munch painting
But f** patience, closed fist like I got a punch waiting
It feels unsavory, I'm done cavin' in
But the dumb wait begins, as I try to shed this freakin' dead weight
I'm at the train station with no ticket, I better find one
Better grab my hand, cause I ain't stoppin' for anyone, when I run...