[Verse:King Ed]
You'll never understand what I've been through
No loaded pistol
But these nightmares will definitely k** you
Listening to J cole when it was time for an emotional break down
One day ama make n**gas jealous when I snatch the crown
Girls don't like me anymore
Losing my connection with the world
Tryna figure out my purpose
What you see on the surface
Is different from the furnace inside
You can't just purchase dreams
I'm 'bout to flip give up 'n join the circus
Cause you enjoy laughin' at my curses
The pain is too much to bear
The picture ain't clear
I'm 'bout to declare a war
Cause I can't take it anymore
Can't you see my tears are about to fall
I'm tryna put soo much soul in these sounds
But you clearly don't like staring at strange clouds
When I wake up the next morning its all gon' be fine
5 years from now Ama dine with a queen
What you see on the screen are the clean edits
I need to get me a magic bean and disappear
I can't conquer this fear
The man in the mirror isn't that strong
There's something wrong with the world
I just need someone to hold and cherish
Until we both perish but this ain't hollywood romance
I blew my chance with those who cared
My problem got me scared about tomorrow
Don't hesitate to finish this song
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[Verse:Sergio Maz]
Fastidious is the human race
You try to please 'em
But you always seem to make mistakes
I got an omen
So like a tortoise
Ama have determination
And go towards my dreams
Till I reach my destination
I feel like an empiricist
Always seeking knowledge
But I can't please love
Coz I ain't got no perfection
Feelings and emotions tackle me
Feel like I have to leave the world
Cause my words ain't lucid
Day by day
I'm tryna find a way
But you know
I gotta stay
In the game
I gotta pray
I gotta come up with a strategy
Make up for my prologue
Resuscitation of that heavenly being
Lord help me
I need to be free
I need to be real
I gotta be the person God wants me to be
I need to be free
I need to real
Gotta preach the word of God
Make somebody lose the dread
Money doesn't solve my problems
I need the Bible
That's why I stick to my God
He hears my lame stories, lame cries, lame everything
But He just answers
That's why I put my trust in Him
Yeah He got me
[Verse:King Ed]
Please forgive me
Cause I've been on some nonsense
These vibes don't make sense
But I'm tryna put some bucks in my pants
All I want right now is a reason to keep going
A reason to keep knocking on your door
If i go away then who's gon' catch you when you fall?
I'm still wondering tryna come up with solutions
But all I have are excuses
Forgive me
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