Order in this court you call my own
Confusion is the order I have shown
Some things don't come easy
Some things got to give
You just might have to waste your life just to live
Now did you think that I was somebody?
And did you think this was somewhere?
I will still be there
So watch out
Well, I got the right to free myself of fear
Stand over me and watch me disappear
You're sent to the d**h to be in another mess
To keep your mind, to keep them in
I don't know where they're meeting to pretend
Well, I am the one that soaks it up
Well, I am the one that takes a punch
And I am, I am, I am the human sponge
Could I be so serious, or am I just too curious?
Just afraid to look away for missing something you might say
'Cause you've got so much I can't follow
One more debt I can't repay
Tomorrow brings just one more chance to throw it all away
I'm just trying to live with today
And I'm just trying to live with the way
The way I am?
I am