[Verse 1]
What am I becomin'
I swear this isn't me I'm stuntin'
Suicidal thoughts are comin'
So KiD CuDi I be bumpin'
What is this depression that I'm in?
I'm thinking that it comes within
Built up from my past, brain ain't workin'
Where's my dad? Where's my car?
Where's my happiness? I hope it didn't travel far
I felt like my only friend was weed
The pain needs to be eased
My life flash in front of me
Man, can't it come naturally
God take me away, up to heaven's gate
The life I live I hate, just take me now please
I lost all my joy in life
The question I can't answer is why?
For no reason I want to cry
Keeping my eyes dry, I really to try
I break down and think should I just k** myself and die
What caused me to be this way? Feel this way?
Wishing I would die every sing f**ing day
My life story's untold, I need to unfold
Suicide, the devil'll own my soul
I just want to go
Stop my heart, k** my brain
I'm starting to feel like I'm insane
Don't let me live this way
Please lord take me to a better place
If you understand, no tropical vaca
Can I have my wings? My white robe?
My halo?
My ticket to see my grandma and abuelo?
Man I miss em' both
My last words to both of them were unspoken
If I die soon don't cry just stay sane
I something so ya'll can't feel nothing, absolutely no pain
It's called novacane
So therefor my d**h will have everyone sayin'
I, I
[Hook: Frank Ocean]
Can't feel a thing, I can't feel, can't feel a thing
Can't feel a thing, can't feel, feel, feel, feel a
I can't feel, feel a
Novacane, novacane, novacane
I can't feel, feel a
Novacane, for the pain, for the pain
Ohhh-ohhhh, ohhh-ohhhh-ohhh-ohhhhhh
Ohhh-ohhhh, ohhh-ohh-oh-oh-ohhh (2x)