Why do I try when it's all in vain
The love I sow can only bring me pain
Building castles out of sand and stone
Cause in the end I will still be alone
Upon my face the smiles you see
Only hide the strain and misery
In my youth my world came undone
Right when my life had just begun
I know it , I need it
Somehow I must try to love again
I want it , I feel it
I just can't seem to let it end
I have to , I need to
Can't you see it's k**ing me
Precious moments I'll never forget
All our daydreams and the goals we set
It's so unfair when a life has to come to an end
And to be left behind to try and start again
My eyes are dead , they see only in black and white
The color of life left with my will to fight
A love so pure that time has become my foe
I wait to be free but a new love may never show
I know it , I need it
Somehow I must try to love again
I want it , I feel it
I just can't seem to let it end
I have to , I need to
Can't you see it's k**ing me