[Hook: Chantal Kreaviazuk]
How Im feeling, it doesn't matter
Cause you know I'm okay
And still i ask myself, why do you worry?
You know you know I'm the same
I know, i know you don't love me baby
They're trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body
Verse
I think i wanna take the time to talk about some real sh**
True sh** legit sh**
Its kind of hard to walk around with a smile on my face when deep down I'm feeling worst than i ever feel
I think I'm going through anxiety
I feel like everyone is doing things without me
I'm slipping up and messing up
High school just making me wanna drop out
And if i do how the hell I'mma get my guap up
And school ain't the worst part
The things my mom told me just broke my heart
Just found out this christmas I'm only getting one thing because of her job
She only got enough money for the food to put on the table
And her husband just sits around drunk
Can't help her kids out
Man what the f**
My mom really trying i think this one time i heard her crying
What hell am I'm suppose to do
Leave school get a job and just drop my education
Receive an early vacation
Man what is obama really thinking
He know he black he know he the president
And them white people going criticize whether or not
If he's doing right or wrong
I feel wheres he's coming from
You just gotta do things on your own
Sometimes i don't want any help leave me the f** alone
I'm trying not to cuss on most of my songs
But you can tell how flow is coming along
But at the end of day nobody's perfect
My dad would say man every things alright
Hook
I know, i know you don't love me baby
They're trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body
Verse
It can't be all bad
Some people say its the worst time to be alive
And i reply you still breathing you and i
My label is young kings
But sometimes it just feels like the king and i
Some of my girls are more than meets the eye
Heh its kinda hard not to lie
I did have fun for awhile
I keep three chicks with me like I'm charlie
Not brown see i keep my humor back in the day like ca**ette tapes
And nah i ain't poor mane the cla**ics are the best thats why i rather stay in the past
But i live for the future gotta enjoy the little things you got to make it last
Shout out to my clique haan we got that mc hammer swag too legit to quit haan
And shout out to them dudes trying hold me down
(shout out to them dudes trying hold me down)
Just sing for the moment
The other day i decided to take a walk around my neighborhood
Its not a hood no more
Cause n***as died out
Its just the younger generation
Out of this world in their imagination
I once was no one could frightened me there
Until one of my teachers said grow up
Should i tell these other people what the f**s up
How come my dad so angry and my mom so anxious
And I'm so calm and so mellow
But at the end of the day nobody's perfect
My dad'll say man every things all right
Hook
I know, i know you don't love me baby
They're trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body