[Samples Lana Del Rey - Art Deco]
[Verse 1]
I've never been a rapper
Never thought that this could happen
Now i've got some people laughing
Not like in a bad way
They enjoy, my voice
I a**umed they'd be annoyed and
They're not even disappointed
Are you seeing what my point is?
With my stage fright
I never thought one day i'd
Be rapping something late night
The cheering got me feeling nice
They're hearing what i say right
The compliments, pay the price
I'll tell you the reason why
It's
[Chorus]
To tell you, how i feel
Just know that, this is real
Give you a part, of my heart
Put it in words, let it heal
[Verse 2]
I don't try to be best
I'm finding my breath
Don't rhyme for success
But if I can impress
Damn that's a feeling
I cannot describe
I'mma just vibe
Just let me vent
This an outlet Can you feel the
Emotional surge that I wrote and you heard
I know i'm a bird did you know that that hurt?
That was four years ago but the image is burned
Now i'm slipping in turn and i'm still insecure
Sticks with you for sure and can never be cured
It feels like a curse like I live in a hearse
Nothing to prove so i'm using this music it's
Not an attempt to start paying my rent
These emotions are so up and pent
And there's no f**ing friend
That can listen like this
When i'm ripping this sh**
Flipping it quick
And I'm switching up the verses
Know my pitch is less than perfect but
My flow it won't be worsened
I just hope somebody heard it
If one person says they like it
Then this sh** is worth it
I'm certain it ain't perfect
To be honest it's a burden
I just wanna let emotions out
But I gotta focus on wording
I might seem i'm broken now
But I swear I'm not still hurting
The problems that I'm versing
Are obnoxious and absurd he
Keeps, saying I should quit
What? but I do this cause
I love this sh**
f** the money and the fame
I dropped this sh** for free
You don't needa know my name
I'm doing this for me
Not an attempt to run the game
I just wanna leave a piece
I hope you love it all the same
This is crazy
Now ready or i'm not
This ain't what you bought
Don't need no penny for my thoughts
These other rappers charge
For all of their tracks
But i get all this back
Its the reason I rap
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I'm not doing this for fame
It is not the end goal
There's no way, but maybe
But what if it did though?
There is nothing better than you
Watching someone getting into
What you put such effort into
Inside a B-letter venue
I mean imagine arenas that's
A scene of fans in need of tracks
Who love to spot the thema and
My f**ing thought, schema rapped
They listen to me saying that
My mothers' lawn's greener and
My life's a game I'm playing at
Lemme repeat, what
I said, this is for me, but
When I hear opinions
On my spitting from an audience
If positive, those compliments
Are possibly, the top of it
You've no idea the confidence
It gives me
But to be honest I'm not flawless
No not audibly close
My position on these writtens
Man my listener knows it's
[Chorus] (x2)
[verse 4]
Yes it's, for me, but i can't help but to want
More than feelings in a song, i want you to want to listen to
The sh** that I have written to the lyrics i have sifted through
There's pages of that sh**, here maybe i'll go and thrift it to you
Cause I only want the top notch, plenty say i don't rock, stop
But i wanna make it, but i cannot fake it
Maybe i should save it, for later, need
Some inspiration where's that hater? Is he near it though?
About a year ago said anyone can rap, yeah
I got some sh** for that but maybe i'm not anyone and
Maybe I can rap, if i do it then you knew it
Like i said there's nothing to it just to be generic
Gotta be unique, no that sh** is not apparent
Can't you see? But thank you for the listen
See it only took a minute now tell me how i can improve
I don't want you to can it dude all these stories cannon too
I'm glad you're pa**in' through
[Chorus] (x2)