I don‘t know what i‘m here for
My head‘s turning crazy, broken heart, i feel lazy
Feeling that sh*t is torture for me, i wanna be me, i wanna feel free
I spend some nights thinking bout me
Thinkin bout you and how, how i see
Things in world, things in society
What the fu*k is going on there bye bye see
Driving down the highway amg mercedes
Red eyes, crying silently like all the babies
Crying beacause of all the problems that i got
I think i should just care about the others, i forgot
Going every day to school, i’m an outsider
But in love with a girl, wanna be beside hеr
But every time i try to spеak to her, i‘m told that i‘m just a writer
A lonely boy, a dreamerboi, who just like her
Everyone is flexing with expensive clothe
I mean, what the fu*k, they‘re feeling cool saying: „fu*k those hoes“
You know what, gucci, prada, louis, i don’t care
They spend all their time shopping on times square
I don‘t know what i‘m here for
My head‘s turning crazy, broken heart, i feel lazy
Feeling that sh*t is torture for me, i wanna be me, i wanna feel free
I spend some nights thinking bout me
Thinkin bout you and how, how i see
Things in world, things in society
What the fu*k is going on there bye bye see
Bro i keep lying to everyone i know
'cause i just think i‘m not accepted even though they would do so
Iell, i don‘t know why but i don‘t feel part of the society
I‘m withdrawing, i‘m sad, anxiety
Bad, yeah i feel really bad
Sad, i‘m in pain, i‘m so sad
Suicide, yeah i really wanna let go
I really care about my fam but i feel so low
Well, i really wanna ask her out, but i don’t know how, i just don’t wanna be rejected like: ” wow...no”
I don‘t know what i‘m here for
My head‘s turning crazy, broken heart, i feel lazy
Feeling that sh*t is torture for me, i wanna be me, i wanna feel free
I spend some nights thinking bout me
Thinkin bout you and how, how i see
Things in world, things in society
What the fu*k is going on there bye bye see