[Verse One; dopeRock]
Sometimes I have the darkest thoughts
Scared of church and f** your god
False idols with a f**ed facade
Corrupt your kids, corrupt us all
Can't even imagine if I lost reason for pa**ion
I just need to move right past it, I know my life's a disaster
I tell the voices "stop", but they just keep speakin' faster
I think this demon that's in me finally needs to see a pastor
Need the chemical reaction
Need a fifth and a f**in' matchstick
She left me with f**in' scratches
Dead, but i'm back in action
I'm far from well natured
And I sat there while she burned, and said "See you in hell later"
And you trust that f**in' b**h
Don't listen to the voice inside, that told you, she would lie
Any moment we could die
And they wonder why I drink, because I need this f**in' high
I stare at blank f**in' screens and then I let my fingers type
Because I need to f**in' write
Otherwise there is no reason why I let it eat out my insides
And indeed it is a lie when I say that I feel just fine
I don't
Tell me that I need to change
I won't
Hangin' on to every note
Laughin' all the way to hell because I missed the boat
So far beneath the surface but down here we all float
[Bridge; dopeRock]
These are the confessions of an unimpressive, less than messed-up kid with an urge to go and f**in' write
And yes theses are the messages of an impression less aggressiveness who turns away from the motherf**in' light
[Chorus; Martin Iverson]
I wanna watch the world burn
I'll fade away...
And if I keep runnin' from myself...
Will I be okay?
I wanna watch the world burn
I'll drift away...
And if one day I wind up dead...
I wonder what you'd say
I wonder what you'd say
I wonder what you'd say
I'll fade away...
I'll fade away...
I'll fade away...
[Verse Two; dopeRock]
Maybe I'm just scared of all these faces in the mirror
Every day I just debate, if I am really here
And if I ever get better is really what I fear
Can't remember who I was, lose my grip on the steer
Why are you a f**in' ghost? You used to be so near
I don't even know you now because my memories not clear
I'm just tryin' to be honest
Pour myself out in these sonic's
Til I lose my f**in' conscience
Til I lose my f**in' nerve
Til I lose my f**in' everything, and everywhere, and her
Until everything I'm left with is just nothing but a burn
Blessed with the most energy?
Who would've f**in' guessed I'd throw a party for my enemies
[Bridge; dopeRock]
These are the confessions of an unimpressive, less than messed-up kid with an urge to go and f**in' write
And yes theses are the messages of an impression less aggressiveness who turns away from the motherf**in' light
[Chorus; Martin Iverson]
I wanna watch the world burn
I'll fade away...
And if I keep runnin' from myself...
Will I be okay?
I wanna watch the world burn
I'll drift away...
And if one day I wind up dead...
I wonder what you'd say
I wonder what you'd say
I wonder what you'd say
I'll fade away...
I'll fade away...
I'll fade away...