For the simple sake of faking face
Someone save my f**in' place
I never left, i'm comin' back
Sure maybe i'm better than that
She ran away, i'm runnin' back
So f** the sake of makin' saves, i played this game, relayed this race
Enough of that
Double back
Imprison me
When it comes down to the dumbfounded roundabout of why she walked the f** out
It did not mean sh** to me
Sit in the cold, i bit the freeze
I insist i kid her with the sh** i breath
Lift me please
Til i'm blissed with ease
What the f**? is this a dream?
Where i fit in free?
This twisted breeze has twisted me
Vodka is my listerine
I'll rip apart the symphony
Do i look to the end or start for a motherf**in' epiphany
I give my stress to nicotine
Meet me in the mis' en' scene
Meet the thief, the demon and the fiend
f** it i mean
Dumbstruck motherf** i seem
Was i f**ed up or just stuck in a dream
Another dumb f**in' scheme
When it's one or two or three in the eve
While she comes and f**s me for free
It s**s when she gets the f** up and leaves
Because she's f**ing had a enough of me
Please
Someone just believe me
I'm done f**ing breathing
Have fun with the relief because i'm done with the fiending
Maybe i'm just done f**ing sinking
Lately i haven't had enough of the drinking
Under the a**umption that i'm just f**ing thinking
That, eyes wide my lies fly by, time flies, wide eyes rise
And my eyes are never f**ing blinking
What the f** was i thinking (x6)
Because i plead til i'm seized
And i fiend for the needs
Of a meaningful scene that i never achieve
With ease i deceive
Any thank you or please
That would ever be a reason for me
Brought to my knees without a degree
Without my breath without anyone around to see
So just come f**in' drown with me
So just come f**in' drown with me
Because i plead til i'm seized
And i fiend for the needs
Of a meaningful scene that i never achieve
With ease i deceive
Any thank you or please
That would ever be a reason for me
Brought to my knees without a degree
Without my breath without anyone around to see
So just come f**in' drown with me
Just come f**in' drown with me (x10)
Okay, i'll admit that maybe i'm just goin' crazy
Because my memories of the night before are just so f**in' hazy
I think it's time to f**in' split, just to see if you would chase me
Or would you f**in' grin content that now i'm gone that you erased me?
Why do you sit with me convinced that you simply f**ing hate me?
And as of f**ing lately?
Why is this sh** so dramatic?
I'd rather drown in beats and sleep and breathe to all the static
Used to be such a fanatic
When i used to smoke alone and think of goin' home to nevada
With my silent phone and violent tone i lock myself in the attic
Ghost makes my beats sound thematic
So i can hit those snares and kicks so f**in' erratic
You can not battle my vastness
Empty fifths under my mattress
Sorry this sh** got traumatic
Tip fifths back like i'm an addict
But i'm a sick degenerate f**
Could give a f** about aristocratics
Psychosomatic ba*tard with a pack of cancer and a pack of matches on some f**in' tabs of acid
I'm just lookin' for some answers
Systematically trick chicks with my f**in' charismatics
Don't compare this sh** to practice
Keep them starin' at my antics
And prepare them for the climax
Of my scary cinematics
That once again this dumbstruck f**-up has found himself gripped up in another b**h's madness
Isn't that sh** pathetic?
Slip up the side of her neck and bite her ear then rip her f**in' necklace
Told her to go f** off
The message was not that effective
Rip up my life in some sections
f** it
I'll admit that i'm a s*ut for attention
But when i bite her tongue
She secretes her venom like an anesthetic
Wish i was just more sympathetic
Really loved your look and your aesthetic
But let's get real for a second
My f**ing feelings are synthetic
These are just the f**in' thoughts i sit in bed with