My violent streak contradicts what I believe
So thirsty for revenge its tainted everything I see
I don't trust you (I don't trust you)
I don't need you (I don't need you)
I can't hear you (I can't hear you)
Is everything just right or wrong?
I did not walk away, but I had no other choice
Sometimes you scream so loud just to hear another voice
I have paid in unexpected ways
I have paid enough
I hated them for the things I hate in me
It's easy to despise all the ones who disagree
I don't trust you (I don't trust you)
I don't need you (I don't need you)
I can't hear you (I can't hear you)
Is everything just right or wrong?
I did not walk away when I thought I had the chance
Sometimes you scream so loud you have to take a stand
I have paid in unexpected ways
I have paid enough
I lost myself control and found myself alone
My anger's just as sick, oh as an addicts endless fix
My actions are my own, now in a life that's just a loan
Is there just enough to blame to keep you alive?
I did not walk away 'cause I thought I knew it all
Sometimes you climb so high, you never think you'll fall
I have changed in unexpected ways
Yes, I have changed