[Verse 1]
Lately, I've been thinking a lot
Lately, I've been drinking a lot
I fell in love with this girl
And honestly she's the thick of this plot
She was the image of everything that I wanted
A goddess, modest, so easy to talk with
So perfect, I believe she was God sent
Loved every second that we had our lips lockin
Cuz to me, it was way more than just a kiss
When our lips touched, I felt the love in it
Like our souls conjoined, and we became one entity
A feeling I would want to never leave
It just seemed right, It was dreamlike
And every time you leave, I just rewind
Memories, like all of our beach nights
Moments I cherished with you while we were chilling seaside
Fingers gliding all over the place
Adrenaline rushes while I'm holding your waist
Feeling the connection when I'm close to your face
And everything in mind seems to all go away
But then it's back to reality
Where I'm examining the things that you've been telling me
Like I love you, and I don't wanna hurt you
But when we're together we define what the word happy means
From the jokes to the laughing
To progressing towards some action
After, I held you while you were napping
Behind this you could really feel the pa**ion
Damn, I could only imagine
If we started an us, what would've happened
Would we have been good, would we have lasted
Would we have crafted a bond that was like magic
All I know is I would've treated you right
Would've told you I love you while staring deep in your eyes
Would've tried to provide you with a new meaning to life
Would've bee the reason you slept peaceful at night
That was all part of my fantasy
You and I being together happily
Maybe even starting a little family
But there's some things that prevented that from happening...
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
It's hard to express how I felt for ya
I don't even know how I fell for ya
It kinda happened unexpectedly
Me finding a person I felt was meant for me
I would've taken that long drive
Just so I could hug, kiss, and be with you all night
You're the type of woman that I'd love to call wife
But everything just happened at the wrong time
And I'm sorry for the things I did
Getting involved while you were in a relationship
Putting you in a position where you had to choose
Between the two of us who could be the lucky dude
And even though I hate to admit it
I kinda knew the way this would finish
I just tried cuz I knew you were hurt inside
Holding on to something that had already died
And I tried to show you how to love again
Matter of fact, I had you fall in love again
But I guess that wasn't enough
The feelings that you had were swept under the rug
And it's crazy cuz I gave you every part of me
And honestly, it really wasn't even hard for me
But I guess that's what love does
Allows vulnerability to your loved ones
See, I was willing to give you everything
Even if that meant giving you a wedding ring
Cuz I felt you deserved it, were worth it
Felt you were placed in my life for that purpose
But, now we can't even be friends
So, does that mean this is the end?
If so, then I wanna let you know
Despite all that happened I still think you have a great soul
[Hook]