Intro: Would you try to run from your shadow?
(I tried to runaway, I should've known)
Are you afraid of being alone?
Do you fight yourself in the mirror?
A place that nobody knows..
I've been in this place here before
Nobody knows what it's like here for real
I promised myself I will always be real
I promised myself I will always be trill
I swear
These days I'm feeling like
I ain't got no love
These days I'm feeling like
I ain't got no love
Verse 1:
All eyes on me they wanna check me
I'm on my 2Pac swag
Feeling kinda crippy
Cause now I'm tiptoeing through these questions with no answers
I'm just trynna live
Without falling under pressure
‘Cause I remember times
I didn't sleep for days
Music was my life
On the road everyday
Meeting everybody when I got up off the stage
They want my two cents feeling like I overpaid
I just wanna know my life means something
Make it worth the fight sometimes
I fight nothing
The people closest to you
Be the ones to start fronting
But I know that you don't mean to
You just don't get it
And trust me I see time pa**ing me by
And I keep trynna fight off these thoughts
They won't die
I'm in the studio
Hanging all alone
Trynna write these songs
But I can't get in my zone
I'm struggling
But I'ma murder
Trust me when I'm ready son
You know I'm a hurtcha
I'm a spit that raw
You ain't never heard of
No it ain't no turn up
I'm the rap Tina Turner
So turn the beat up!
I been working I don't got my feet up
Looking at my kids like what I'ma feed em
My man looking at me like I'm going crazy
I'm trynna hold him down Let him know I need em
I been going and touring
My life be hectic I know it
It's kinda funny cause they think
I ain't working but I'm on it
I'm on it
Still pursuing the moment
I'm given voice to the hopeless
But still going thru the motions
I'm coming…