[Hook: D-Code]
Concrete to the head blood red from the trauma
Fading to black bled to a coma
All these roses you can't smell their aroma
d**h is not dishonour I hope you find nirvana
Hit you hard like fifty foot drop
Hit rock bottom as you fell from the top
Hit you like suicide on the news
It's someone you know I mean someone you knew
[Verse 1]
Daddy's pills on the counter still the right number
Why is that wrong police questions for answers
Where is your mother we have something to tell her
I'm still stuck in the mystery can't grasp it I flounder
Just the three of us kids all alone at home
Strange things going on but my radar still isn't in the red zone
Dead zone danger blood in the manger
This life is fragile violence rearrange her
Change is a constant life shifts in an instant
One day dad's there then gone in a moment and I missed it
Sadness and anger this pain feeling twisted
Madness pulled you down like an anchor confess it
Though we were blessed it was left and it festered
Your d**h we couldn't have guessed it
Digest it accept it it's a hard pill to swallow
Darkness will follow just try not to wallow
[Verse 2]
Now you're gone crossed that bridge out of this world
When you die are there angels to herald
Your soul to the next life as this one's unfurled
Out before your eyes at the gates made of pearls
Does it hurt to leave behind the things you have known
The universe is unknown do you still have a home
Is there nothing solid to hold onto now you are gone?
Is the coldness of d**h just the dark before the dawn?
Depression's contagious relentless tenacious
Doesn't matter what your age is still vicious ferocious
Gravity's irresistible but what pushed you over the edge
Was it your own sadness or was it others as some allege
We can't blame ourselves but we wish we could have helped
In hindsight the little signs seem to manifest themselves
How could we have missed it now we're missing you?
Trauma of losing a loved one the feeling's hitting you
As hard as the ground from fifty feet up in the air
We cared about your pain but it's a shame d**h is unfair