[Verse 1: D-Apostrophe-Sean]
Ignorance is bliss
Ya'll was just vibing and suddenly he switched
Ya'll was just thriving or so you really thought till these thots started blowing up his phone at like 6
In the AM
Like damn, what is this?
Giving you these answers that don't make no f**ing sense
Then your girl called 'cause she saw him at a bar with his tongue below jawline of some other chick
You ain't even hear it but you feel it in your chest
Walk around apartment with mascara on your wrists
Can't go black to sleep so you pacing in the dark
When this n***a come home he still smelling like s**
sh** pops off and he trying to flip the script
Like I was with my n***as why you always gotta trip
Like ain't no other b**hes baby you know you the sh**
Light comes up on his phone 'cause this n***a got a text
Then its all gone
Then its all gone
Its a lot of "F" bombs and a little bit of sh**s
And he know he got caught and he trying to make amends
And he talking 'bout change and he talking 'bout fix
It ain't nothing he could change and there's nothing left to fix
You seen him for the first time through all of these tears
That's when he raise his hand
'Cause he feeling like a man
Then he let that blow land he ain't nothing but a b**h
You ain't scared to take a hit
Then its all gone
It's a lot of things thrown and a little bit of fists
And a lot of elbows and little bit of kicks
And you grab that f**ing knife like you gon' put it in his ribs
Wave a blade around and he backing up and sh**
He sit outside the room while you're packing up your sh**
You ready to go
He on the floor like I love you--n***a so what?
You never slow down 'cause a n***a said hold up
Hold up, hold up, that n***a said hold up
Don't you ever slow down 'cause a n***a said hold up
You love him
You hate him
You're bent and you're breaking
You're trying to keep control of your emotions
Shock to your persona
You're friends telling you that you should turn up
You never been one to be a loner
You're just looking for a way not to think about the pain
So you hit your friends back like Sho nuff
Then it's all on
Then it's all on
Then it's all on and you chilling in the vip
It's a whole lot of shots you ain't chase them or him
You got a whole lot of cough and a little bit of sniff
sh**'s popping off and it's not only the pills
You trying to get gone you ain't trying to keep it real
That's when some random a** n***a says that you probably should slow up
But you never slow down 'cause a n***a said hold up
Hold up, hold up, a n***a said hold up
You ain't never slow down 'cause a n***a said hold up
It's back to the party where your b**hes getting poured up
Cross faded off the oxy and the soda
You still taking hits of marijuana
Pills pop in single file
Bright lights make you nauseous
Humming off endorphins
Never felt better never been less cautious
Then its time for after party at apartments
Then its all gone
Then it's all gone
Then its all gone cuz you getting in the whip