[VERSE: Jovan]
I had a dream from a couple nights back
But on a second thought that it might of happened nite last
Suddenly have the nerve to put the pedal on the gas
I don't care if I crash, I just wanna drive fast
I must relax, and reinstate the facts
What's going through your mind, is it something that I lack?
You say that it's fine, clearly a, visual lie
Suddenly seeing flaws that are opening the cracks
Letting out what's inside of me
I come with a blessing and a curse and that's oddity
Don't wanna put you down, honestly
If push comes to shove, then I guess that it fine with me... NOT
I'm holding on to avoid retirement
Cuz I'm struggling, to fit inside of your requirements
I wish we had the feelings back when our eyes met
Don't want you holding on to something you may regret
Something you may regret, I guess, I guess
Don't wanna put your things to the left, the left
The things I can't change, I must accept
If not accept, should respect
And that's what makes it so complex!
(GET AT ME!)
Look at me, and say what's on your mind
(GET AT ME!)
Waiting for you to, swallow your pride
(GET AT ME!)
While I'm here, you took advantage when you had it
You didn't wanna lose me so you quickly ran to grab it
But you can't even have it, no more
The type the love the I give isn't sold in the stores
I am not available behind these closed doors
And it's not for short-term so better find you a who*e
I only want more, cuz I deserve the best
And you're aware of that, so you packed your bags and left
Don't think I hate you, but I'm feeling kinda livid
But you are forgiven, and still in my retention
It may be just a given
[HOOK: J Harmony & Jovan]
You say that you love me
But it really don't mean a thing
I was only tryna love you
But you wasn't feeling the same
Are you even sorry?
Cuz you are still bringing the pain
But you cannot refrain
From playing silly games
The hurt is in my heart and into the soul
It's really hard to let a good thing go
But this song's right here is to let you know
Don't love at all if you can't love me whole
OUTRO
Same old games, Same old lies
Its equivalent to stabbing me a dozen times
And you keep coming back, I don't know what to do
Do I kick you to the curb so or continue loving you?