The world is cold as a winter
And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
[Verse 1: Bubba Sparxxx]
I got a whole lot of issues that are unresolved
I went 2 weeks without seeing nobody, just my dog
His name is Blao, he's the closest thing to a child
I may ever have, I'm selfish as hell, why lie
Too self absorbed of relationships, still I try
From time to time to find me one for my life
And my patterns are hard for a decent woman to
Respect or accept, so who*es I keep em' comin through
In the bed with a babbling b**h that loves me
And she bad it's just some about it's ugly
After we finish, I hate when she try to touch me
It ain't her fault, that's just me
I slowly weigh down, but I ain't perfect though
Relapse is a record that I done heard before
And I'm no Marshall Mathers, I'm talking Andy Mathis
I'm talking deadly habits, it's so sad and tragic
[Hook]
The world is cold as a winter
And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
I know I'm a sinner
But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
Cause I'm cold as the winter
And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
I know I'm a winner
But all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith today
[Verse 2: Bubba Sparxxx]
I tried my best to be so good to some folks
The same people showed me betrayal up close
The flip side of that coin is I've been negligent
With a lot of my real friends I never meant
To let a day turn into a month and then a year
Without speaking to you, I know that it appears
I just forgot about y'all but really in truth
I forgot about me too, this igloo
I built around myself it's so frigid
And it ain't melting away, I don't dig it
I know life is gone, I'm gon' miss it
It's like it never was here, if you don't live it
I think about the past and get so livid
What the f** was you thinking, I don't get it
You so capable, personality magnetic
Life could have been so good if you had let it
[Hook]
The world is cold as a winter
And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
I know I'm a sinner
But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
Cause I'm cold as the winter
And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
I know I'm a winner
But all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith today
[Verse 3: Bubba Sparxxx]
I may not be the sh** to you but where I come from
Them people love Bub, therefor I must just
Stay faithful, the lord got his hands on me
And you don't hate me, you just don't understand, homie
There from humble beginnings I saw limitless
Possibility, fear was my only nemesis
Along the way I forfeited my innocence
But that is ok, thank you lord
For all the pain, the affliction
It's like a mirror in my face that I need to see
All my loss, my addiction
Showed me something that I really needed to know about me
It's like a shape to me, you're more than me
k**ing this heart is controlling me
Though I'm out of control, you still order me
Folding me up inside your hands and the words don't come
[Hook]
The world is cold as a winter
And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
I know I'm a sinner
But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
Cause I'm cold as the winter
And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
I know I'm a winner
But all I can do is pray, let me make it through the day
Let me make it through the day