[Josh Rodgers]
Let down: I'm constantly
Years count so why am I distant now?
And the lies that you tied 'round
My neck had me held down
And I'll waste with the earth
So why find the fear to say
"I'll hold you against me"
Like a hole in my chest
Where regret and disappointment lay
Like my father would teach me
If he hadn't cowered away
My hands, they're weak
The earth stains me as I dig through the dirt
My soul, I bury deep
Into the ground where you left me
Just to feel you, it k**s me
So I hold you against me
I found the letter that night:
You wrote it back to me
"I can't breathe, I can't breathe
In this house with you here."
Dear if you're reading this
It's k**ing me."
I found the letter that night:
I wrote it in my sleep
"I can't breathe, I can't breathe
In this house with you here."
Dear if you're reading this
"It's you and it k**s me."
Just to feel you, it k**s me
Just to feel you, it k**s me
Just to feel you, it k**s me