CERAMIC
I keep expecting you to wither up and fade away
I keep expecting to find myself
In this clouded haze of gray
It seems the more that I want you here
The less you stay
The longer I know you the more I find to hate
I keep expecting to find in you some
Temporary sanctity
I keep expecting to break through in the
Hope of a reckoning
It seems there really is no for real cuz you're so fake
The longer I know you the more I find to hate
I HATE YOU
Show your face show me something
I keep building it up is this all for nothing
I keep telling myself you'll diffuse my confusion
I keep expecting to resist but I always seem
To give in
The closer I get to you the more you hesitate
The longer I know you the more I find to hate