Im sitting talking to myself, I look around theres no one else My shirt is soaked with my own droll, I thought these d** were going to rule As my heart pumps and my head spins, I think its coming back again Instead of finding peace of mind, Im losing it in record time It feels like Im dreaming Im losing all feeling How long will this last Far beyond thrashed The seconds seem longer The d** become stronger As I slip away from reality Scared to d**h will it come soon? Im locked inside this bathroom Claw my skin, Pull my hair out, Makes no noise when I try to shout
Searching for feeling drifting away, Im strapped in a K-hole and can't find my way! Locked inside a padded room and fed all my food with a spoon My arms are strapped my brain is fried Im f**ing trapped inside my mind! Theyve tried their therapy to help with my affliction, Im sentenced to a life with my accelerated vision.. Nothing left to do I can't find a way back It spins and it spins until it all turns black My mind is a cell Trapped in a K-hole!