[verse. CideEffect]
I know this is not what you wanna hear
I thought I should be honest here
Calm and clear comments for the common ear
I've written sonnets for a lot of years just to conquer fear
These notes are my religion
Because i know my soul is missing
Its a coping mechanism
I show a flow so sadistic
That it steals your hope when you listen
I explode and go ballistic
Sweating like I'm leaving a sauna
Its hard to keep calm
I can't breath when I wanna
I don't end a sentence I just lead with a comma
I wanna be on a beach with a pina colada
I'll be gone in autumn if i get a job
I stall in an automatic
Im what you call a tragic
Accident. After this action is over
I'm crafting a pa**ionate poem for
My lack of having a sober thought
My gla** doesn't have a coaster
Im a f**in human sacrifice
So ill never look pa**ed tonight
I've been rappin for half my life
Snappin at the sight
Of a track and battlin flashes of light
No one has what i have on the mic
Voice is like a stab from a knife
I'm commin in the night, you're a celibate dike
If you're bumping this I know I'm telling it right
I write in the candle lit light, light press on the pen
Penmanship terrible, tear a hole in the note I spent
Half the night writing just to sound bearable
Then start again