[Verse: Bivienni]
Yesterday, had the f**in' world in my hands
Now my palms are frozen, you had fell in love another man
The others ain't enough. My thoughts are looped with what I cannot f**in' stand
Startin' to pant, I see you dance. God, you're fabulous
The irony of being filled with emptiness
Just echos so erratically my f**in' sad defeat
Thought process, thought vomit, purgin' my plead
No stoppin' 'till my coffin, you're all that I breathe
Keep fightin' Iron titan, a love that struck like lightning
Everything was perfect with imperfect timing
Puttin' all my wrong into my writings and one day
I hope your heart will come out from its hiding
But what's the use? I'll cut the noose that is you
The tie that's binding's got me grinding my teeth to a curb
"I love you" three words so suburb, got me disturbed
Tryna figure out my self worth, but what the f** do I deserve?
So in the meanwhile, I'll get drunk, turn, n' puff some purp
Stay up late, cleanin' off the vomit from my shirt
Reverberating verbs, actions speakin' louder than words
I'll dig a shallow grave and bury my knees deep in the dirt
No peace time, hope a car will hit me in a swerve
But inside, I knew that you and I would never work...
How pathetic that I thought I was indebted
Wrote you a love note, burnt it as I read it
Finally f**in' over you, there b**h, I said it
Lost my innocence to you but really wish I kept it
Let you walk all over me but now I've grown aggressive
The past two f**in' weeks I nearly got myself arrested
Agh, god damn it all, I'm pissed off
Runnin' from the cops fallin' criss cross
Don't you underestimate me hearin' sh** talk
Low blow's why I'm goin' with a limp walk
Lead me on when you had a boyfriend, n' you said
"I'd love to spend my days end," planning to wed
But nawh f** it instead, I'm nocturnally burning out
Dying in bed...
I grit my teeth on acid sheets and watch my past repeat
Guess it's better that forever's a promise neither of us could keep
But f** it, I don't need sleep
You always end up waking me from a fever dream
May 6th just makes me sick, don't wanna think about it
All that I breathed but, now I live without it
Too many mixed emotions and my heart is feelin' crowded
Really wish we'd fix it but, you would not allowed it...
f** it