The venom inside
Turned me into the enemy
Turned into what I hate
My apathy got the best of me
Blood boiled and lost my way
I never thought I'd be the one to blame
Have to live with constant shame
Everything that I put inside just to feel numb
I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside
This was nothing but moral abuse
Guess I just needed something new
What could I gain from solitude
Or acting like a fool
I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside
Disconnected, apathetic
It's so pathetic to be this frantic
I needed help, I needed help
Like methadone for an addict
I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside