All that I'm becoming I really can't control
Burdened by our bodies
Trapping of our souls
I hope you can forgive me
Since guilt I know too well
Confronted with existence
This feels like I'm in hell
You can't change what's happened now
You can't explain to me how
It must mean something somehow
You can't take this all away
You can't make it yesterday
Everything seems broken anyway
This isn't fair
Who decides if a miracle survives
So close to start
So careful been
I cannot go through this again
Determined before all was known
Whether perseverance shown
Trembling as I think ahead
I wish I had some strength instead
You can't help me to forget
You can't hide from my regret
It hasn't happened all yet
You can't make me change my mind
I am not the simple kind
This must mean something sometime
All this time I've waited
Played on by the rules
Everything is wasted
Leaving us as fools
How can this be alright
How can this be fair
Coded by perception
Leaving us despair